I'm doing much better this week.
...I'm trying to figure out what to say after that! I'm just like "yup, better." Not 100%, but much better. I have been giving myself the time and space I've needed. I've been doing self-care. Saturday I had ENERGY, so I got a ton
of stuff done, and Sunday lynxreign
came over and helped paint the bedroom that had been Judah's, and gwynraven
came over for dinner.
So. Progress is! This week I'm focusing on building the structure I need.
In two weeks, michaeldthomas
and their daughter Caitlin will be here! For nearly two weeks! That is a great happiness in my life. And it's something that's been happening pretty much offstage, because a) I have had Bad Stuff to process and b) it's hard to figure out how to write about my relationship with them, especially Michael, for Reasons. I did post that one post a while ago! I need to tell you more! I think I've figured out how. :)
Even with everything else that's been going on - I am the luckiest.
More on that soon. :)