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With a leaky stolen pen Stories end, pull kenning in Let the light leak in I finally let the light leak in I am kenning all I can She and I, me and my mind, Writing hard for the one true thing That lets you let me in Beguiling what must to gain the trust of the minutemen I am worth investing in and I never stop spinning. Kenning yarns out of my skin With a leaky borrowed pen Swirling stars and stories in Will you let the light leak in? Links
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I hope it is fixable, and not too expensive.
Barring that, fixable; we can pass some hats and things.
Get well soon, darlin'. <3
(I have been on pretty much every pain medication ever, if you need input on efficacy, side effects, etc. With the disclaimer that I seem to tolerate narcotics better than pretty much everyone I've ever met - at the right dosing, they just stop the pain and leave me perfectly clear-headed and functional. Which I gather is not the normal experience.)
Would you like me to send some healing/supportive energy your way?
It is a horrid thing and I share the sorrow (aka, I am so sorry). You must do what you must do for yourself no matter what it takes.
On top of the fibromyalgia, I have spastic ataxic cerebral palsy hemiplegic hypertonic hemiparetic left side, mild, and all the wonderful complexities trotting behind it (even sciatica and lordosis! and of course temporal lobe epilepsy!) ... so I understand fully and totally. My loved ones have endless patience with me; they are like superheroes at this point.
I understand. Yes.
If there is anything I can do, even from Maryland, please let me know. I am still struggling to find the best balance between pharmaceuticals, supplements, holistics, and alternatives. Ongoing adventure. I would be happy to share if you wish, only if you wish. I am now a disability advocate.