Apparently today has become "send very long e-mails regarding my feelings about recent events/where we are right now, generally including anecdotes and analogies out the ass" day.
I WAS NOT INFORMED. This was not on my calendar!
So if you get a long "Hey, ABOUT THAT" e-mail it is because at this point I am on a roll. Full speed ahead, damn the torpedoes.
EDIT: That's six very long and brutally emotionally honest and necessary conversations had and I am feeling wrung the fuck out, but having those conversations was a Good Thing, and better to fuck myself all up for one day than to spread it all out. I go home soon and get S00j-and-K snuggles.