So I'm working on Jessa's story a bit. Particularly on fleshing out (heh) her relationship with the Hallorans. (Yes, Cicatrix is my primary focus. Jessa's story, which really needs a name, is my unicorn chaser, because we're not at the parts where people are getting killed yet.) And I scrolled past a particular bit, a sex scene between her and Fenris, and...
I re-read it.
I scroll back up and read another.
I skim through a lot of it.
And I start blushing like crazycakes.
Because, y'know, years after I established Jessa and Fenris's sexual dynamic in loving detail? I ended up having pretty much exactly that sex.
Like, I think sindrian and I have used the same dialogue.
Seriously. Everything. Just. OH HAI. No wonder we feel so familiar to each other.
It's funny, because he is not Fenrislike in any other respect, and the Jessa/Fenris arc bears no resemblance to our relationship at all. If anyone, sindrian reminds me of Victor - even then, not a lot, just his general energy and the way he carries himself.
I don't usually make myself blush, y'all. But yeah. I was totally having pretty much exactly that sex.
(Man, I miss him. Eight months.)
(No, this is not in the sexfilter, because there are no details.)
(Jessa's story, however, is so chuck full of details that it's almost certainly unpublishable.)