Magical Truthsaying Bastard Shadesong (shadesong) wrote,
Magical Truthsaying Bastard Shadesong

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...was talking about PTSD today (someone else's, not mine), and I realized that I've pretty much blasted through all my triggers at this point. When I find one, I basically take a mental jackhammer to it. And they are gone.

Yay. :)

But it led me to examine why I went at that with such determination. I think what I've arrived at is just that I do not like to have illogical reactions. I don't like to have reflexes that are a) unhelpful, b) unpredictable, and c) illogical. I like a clear path between thought and behavior. It disturbs me to not have one.

So yeah. That's... something that's been going on behind the scenes for the last few years, under the illness, under the stress. Quietly dismantling mental blocks and PTSD triggers.

Go team me!
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