Magical Truthsaying Bastard Shadesong (shadesong) wrote,
Magical Truthsaying Bastard Shadesong

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I circle around my past - reach, grasp, pull in like a blanket. Tentative touches on moments long-lost and people recovered - "I was there."

And the touch back - yes. you were there. Yes, you matter, mattered; yes, you are held in memory. Fly in amber.

I stand in the center of the circle, trailing my hand along all points - Jeff to other Jeff to Newt and Grey to...

And I don't know if that's normal at all - moebius strip, time loop, Klein bottle, the need to be in touch with my entire life at all times. Know myself by knowing who I was and where I've been, not just who I am now, not just who I'm becoming. All times at once.

I'm not so much with the sleeping tonight.
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