Should your choices be exposed? Should the person you are be exposed? Oh, and I am not using the collective "you" here. This is a very specific "you".
What would happen if the people you profess to their faces that you care about knew what you say about them behind their backs?
What if they knew the choices you've made these past four weeks? The things that you have done?
It would destroy you and your relationships with everyone you profess to care about.
Your choices. And the person they've made you.
I make choices every day as well. Every day, I decide what sort of person I am.
And your actions have made it very hard to say this these days, very hard to make the choice to say: I am not a gun.
But - I am not a gun.
I will not do this to you.
By your choices, you will do this to yourself.
I say this with intent:
May every person in this situation get exactly what they deserve.
So may it be.