Magical Truthsaying Bastard Shadesong (shadesong) wrote,
Magical Truthsaying Bastard Shadesong

Ah, shit.


Today = bad for brain and body. Brain NOT WORKING. Body, I can walk with just a little shaky, but lots of other stuff = bad. Eyes starey and very dry, everything very dry. Mouth HURTS, nose hurts, face hurts. Hands all shaky. Not thinking well. Body wanting to fall down but not sleep - body wants to sleep, but the brain doesn't want to sleep. But also doesn't want to WORK. Confused.

Sometimes I have really good days. A lot of the time I do. Today I'm not quite panicky per se, but almost like it. Lack of brainwork, lack of brain-body cooperation. If I keep typing maybe what's happening will come out. Maybe not.

Don't get scared, people who get scared. It will go away. Give me 2 to 4 hours.

EDIT: I want one of my guys. I want to be petted.

ALSO EDIT: Mild staggery. Also - panting for breath. That's new and different. Really nauseous.
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