And I cannot find the bit I wrote about Kieran and Telenias last week. Which is driving me crazy, because I liked it quite a lot, and now I need to rewrite it. Aargh.
My headspace is weird. I don't have story running through my head. I have images. I see Fenris, eyes closed, remembering. I see the Telenias, finding solace in the wielding of his riding crop. I see Alanna, wrist bandaged, staring out her window. I look at them, and I love them so much that all I can say is that I love them.
I don't know if that makes sense to anyone but me.
GYAH! I have to find the Telenias piece. Because it has Kieran finding beauty and, finally, familiarity... the Telenias is so aloof, and this is really the first time that Kieran sees him take pleasure in something, do something that isn't His Sacred Duty.
And also has the perfect explanation of why he'll never schtup Capri.
EDIT: I'm very edgy today. And very aware that I owe people a wee piece of a Shayara story for the February mock-calendar page, and I still don't know who the calendar girl/boy/group will be... was going to do Julia, but now I'm thinking I ought to do something with a Valentine theme. Can't do Capri and Halloran, though, because they're promised for April, not February.
Very aware that I haven't been writing enough lately. Not enough for my peace of mind, anyway.
Unrelated: I have a shitload of filing to do today, and I don't wanna. :)