Happy birthday to my little brother farren, and to my_catharsis!
Hello to new reader besideserato!
Just a little fuzzy so far.
Y'all send me good vibes around 1:30?
Master pointed out that the kind of biopsy where they slice one open is probably an outpatient procedure now, so they may actually be doing that to me today. I figured I was just getting a surgical consult, but I really have no idea what to expect; I was kind of in a fog when they told me I had to go here.
I came home yesterday to a voicemail from a guy who handles some sort of volunteer thing, where they have someone stay with you to get you through your whole appointment procedure, "because the first visit can be rough". That's what got me freaking out. If the procedure is so likely to be traumatic that they have a volunteer organization to get you through it...
So I sat down and filled out my ten-page medical history and then called Adam and Master and kires, and Adam and Master were workbusy but Kires got me laughing, so I got to being okay, but now I'm freaking out a little bit again. And Adam has a thing that he cannot defer, so I am likely to be doing this alone.
I have my lucky earrings on. The "warrior princess" ones Elayna gave me for Mother's Day a few years ago. And I have my Kali & Durga mala in my purse. And I am wearing piggy socks. And I have a Charles de Lint book to read.
But a whole bunch of work just landed on my desk, so I'll be okay til noon.