Magical Truthsaying Bastard Shadesong (shadesong) wrote,
Magical Truthsaying Bastard Shadesong

I am trying to think of certain of my new physical problems as gifts, and work with them accordingly.

That is even harder than it looks.

And most importantly - I need to find my zen, man. I need to find a way to *stop*. Stop thinking myself into knots. Because no solutions will come to me when I'm in knots like that, and no Story. And telling myself that generally only works me into more of a tizzy and tangles me up more, and so on, ad nauseum.

I really need to let go.

Which is going to take more than chilling out on the couch. :) This has been good for me, this week, though, both physically and mentally. 'Twill be over soon; we're heading back up to Atlanta tonight. But the thinking stuff... that, I need to do on my own.

It has been a great week. :) I wish he lived up here!

I'm also kinda spacey in general; it's been a full week now that I've been away from home. So I have that disconnected feeling going on. And no sense of time whatsoever! But I have a few days to get back on schedule before Miss Kid comes home.

...signing off...
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