I have gotten a big chunk of my holiday shopping done, though, which pleases me. I need to get to Decatur to finish that up.
And I'm feeling reasonably alert. I can write some thank-you notes and then maybe - *gasp* - read for pleasure!
I think I'll likely only do one or two panels, or a panel and a reading, at Arisia. I did three last year, but my side effects then were significantly less brutal. avivasedai is right in that I shouldn't commit to much, not knowing what my body will be able to handle. But I do want to do *something*, if only because the idea of my body preventing me from doing anything at *all* pisses me right the hell off.
Likewise for my Florida visit this winter - morenasangre was right in that I oughtn't to plan a Big Disney Day, seeing as I sometimes get tired just walking from my office to the parking deck. I'm just so used to assuming that I can do anything.
Not givin' up there. Just temporarily rethinking.
Not gonna be like this forever. I refuse. That's not denial. That's just me being a stubborn little bitch. :)
zarhooie has apparently written Shayara fanfic. I am afraid. I am very afraid. But I am also very curious.