Magical Truthsaying Bastard Shadesong (shadesong) wrote,
Magical Truthsaying Bastard Shadesong

I wanna go home
Take off this uniform and leave the show

Staggering drunkenly. Double vision worst ever, but it's starting to fade. Threw up. Hope I threw up at least SOME of the fucking pills.

Fucking pills.

I threw up and I cried. And I just want to go lie down. I want to go home and lie down and, when my vision is mostly better, watch Firefly.

I want to curl up and cry.

I don't want to be here.
I don't want to be here
I don't want to be here

What I tell you three times is true.

I'm really nauseous again. I don't want to throw up again.

Tuesdays are worst. Dosage bumps up on Monday, but it doesn't really bitchslap me til Tuesdays.

Three more weeks.

And I am STILL on the dosage of Lamictal that was giving me the unacceptable side effects. Still.

Wanna go home, as home is defined by people, but my home-people are out of state.

Wanna go home. Fucking pills. I can't do this.
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