Does anyone have an mp3 of "Knock on Wood"? Not the Bosstones version. The one that goes "It's like thunder... lightning... the way you love me, it's frightening... I better knock on wood... baby..."
Hello to new readers bronander, faledola, and fantasyvixen!
Vision & headweird stuff. Also exhaustion. I've been falling asleep on the couch a lot. And I'm too brainscattery to read. I do not like that.
Things will be better when I go part-time. I won't get as exhausted at work from the simple task of Acting Normal - and I won't push myself at home like I do when I have a day off when I'm not feeling well. One Big Task a day will be enough, because I can always get another Big Task done the next day; I don't have to maximize every second.
You all know how I feel. If you honestly don't know how I feel, look at the Spider Jerusalem post from yesterday.
I'm not gonna harp on it.
But one thing I want to say: If you voted to ban gay marriage, get the fuck off my journal. I do not want to know you or be associated with you in any way. I'm looking for words strong enough to say what I think of you, but I don't think there are any.
I did something wrong. Not Wrong, just wrong. Interpersonally. And I recognized it. Traditionally, I've realized that things were off-kilter and it's taken me ages (well, ages in mayfly time) to narrow it down, figure out where the dissonance was. This time, it only took me one day. Actually, I think I can credit this to the fact that I'm developing so many workarounds for my broken brain that I'm even more accustomed than I had been before to hyperanalyzing everything to figure out where it goes.
Anyway. I apologized. The person had felt the same dissonance, but hadn't fully arrived at the root cause yet. We discussed. We are on the same page. Officially: No harm, no foul.
I'm a teensy bit proud of myself, though, for figuring out what wrong I'd done this quickly, and taking steps to correct it.
I brought catalogs in today. Will be taking notes over lunchtime. I *heart* $WINTERHOLIDAY.
Thank you, drive through.