Magical Truthsaying Bastard Shadesong (shadesong) wrote,
Magical Truthsaying Bastard Shadesong


It feels like my writing comes from a different portion of my brain than that affected by the seizures and the medications.

My brain gets horribly fogged, tangled, brambled. I've written here while I'm like this. But if the path is clear - if I can access my writerbrain, I can hold that connection open. And my writerbrain is crystal-clear.

It's just that I can't always reach it.

Interestingly enough, the chanting during the ceremony calmed me completely. I was getting all awfully brainfidgety during lunch, all Mexican-jumping-bean, but that calmed me, and I came back up and used the nonfiction part of my writerbrain, and I think and hope that maybe I did the event justice. But now I'm tangly again.

The worst part is when I can almost see Story, but can't... quite... access it.

But when that door opens... my brain just works differently.

This merits study, I believe.
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