As stated yesterday, I'm having a major pulling-in. I don't have a lot of energy. I spend a lot of energy on people. Some of those people have not appreciated the fact that they're getting a big percentage of my energy.
(If this applies to you, you already know it.)
Part of my lesson in this part of my life is that I can't do everything I want to do. One of the things that I have always had as part of my life, one of the things that makes me me, is that I go all out for my friends.
This section is about in-person people:
If you don't value the energy I give you? Go. If you don't actually want to be part of my life, but are just here out of inertia? Please go.
I need to manage my time and energy better.
This extends to the average LJ reader. As stated, I haven't really been reading my friends-page - because, again, I lack the ability and energy.
If you're not interested in what I have to say, if you're just here out of inertia - you can go ahead and go. I'm not gonna take this shit personally. This is the internet, people.
Going to be narrowing my focus. Probably going to be making massive friends-list cuts. If you're cut, it doesn't mean I don't like you; I don't dislike anyone on my friends-list. It just means that we haven't really been interacting, and I'd like to limit my participation in my friends-list to people who interact with me. I don't post friends-only a whole lot, and most of that is writing anyway, so friend the writing journals and you won't be missing anything.
When this passes - if it passes - I'll likely be friending people back. So if you are interested, just stick around as I ride this out.
But yeah. If you don't care, if you Fear My Wrath - dude, I got no wrath for you.