I have to get through this. I have to get through this. I have to get through this. Because it might get *better*.
It'll just take me, um, at least two months. To stabilize.
But there is not a goddamn thing I can do about that. Two-plus months of this and then maybe no side effects, or minimal side effects.... or running back to Lamictal, do not pass go, do not collect $200, and deal with known side effects.
This is really unpleasant.
Unpleasant is an understatement.
This is Day Two of 200mg/Lamictal and 500mg/Keppra.
I'm going to be going up to 1,000mg of Keppra.
I am not handling 500 well At All. But then, at 300 Lamictal when I was first building up, I was literally falling down...
Anyway. That's really all I can think about. That and Fred the Breast Lump, but hopefully they'll discover on Monday that Fred is benign and I won't have that to worry about.
Just. Really fucking unpleasant.
And that's what's going on in MY world.