May 24th, 2005


Tew's Day

Hello to new readers lady_nikara and puddock!

Bad day. Bad bad day.

Star Wars
I truly do forget how many of y'all are, like, toddlers (born 1980 and later) and would not necessarily have seen the original trilogy first.

The fact strikes me as a disturbance in the Force.

So I watched the original Star Wars with Elayna yesterday. She enjoyed it muchly. :) She'd previously seen Episode I, though, so:

Elayna: "Luke Skywalker? Is that Anakin's brother?"

Wanna go home.

Had a brief nap yesterday, post-docorion-call. Was awakened by ringing of phone. Person did not leave a message.

Y'all? Phone is the worst way to contact me. Use e-mail.

If you must use the phone? Leave a freakin' message?

Also? I don't answer the phone unless caller ID shows your name. This is a vestige of the days when my ex-husband and his mother used to call us 10 times a day (not exaggerating) and harass us over the phone. That was fun and interesting. Every time we got a call from a Florida area code (they would move around to different phones), it was one of them shrieking and cursing on the voice mail and demanding that we pick up the phone. Yeah - they thought it was an answering machine, and they used profanity knowing that, were it an answering machine as they believed it was, Elayna would be right there hearing them call me a bitch, etc.

They were... special people.

Anyway. If a name doesn't show up, we won't pick it up. So just e-mail me. :) (And dude, Adam's stalker ought to stop calling. *laugh*)

Me and My Guys

docorion's last visit coincided with Adam's department's end-of-the-year party.

This resulted in the first picture of the three of us together. Totally candid and not a great pic of any of us, but...

It's a picture of me and my beloved guys, all three of us together. :)

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    pleased pleased
Writing - XanaDuMalion

(no subject)

Excerpted from a really long e-mail... an attempt to suss out why I'm not currently open to new relationships. brain is thoroughly incapable of handling any new relationships right now - I'm *not* handling my current relationships to the degree that I should be; I'm fragmented and dependent, which I don't like. I want, I need, to be an equal partner, and I am not physically capable of being an equal partner to my current partners right now. Emotionally, yes. Physically, no. I refuse to do that to anyone else - plus, I don't think I'd be able to maintain emotional equality if I expanded my focus to an additional partner, and I won't do that; I won't leave them with less of me than they deserve.
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    contemplative contemplative
Sick Hippo


I need to prioritize rest - yes, even over docorion-calls and showing Miss Kid Star Wars movies.

Want to know how I'm doing today? Not well enough to drive home, is how I'm doing today...

I go home, I go to bed. Before anything else. Just rest. My body is not handling things well. Need rest.