It'll be niftykeen to see all of my Boston friends, and to meet new ones...
...but oh, do I miss Master.
I'm not going to pretend that it's easy as pie. volta and I have a deeper connection than I've had with anyone else, save yendi. So we don't have to work at it, you know? But it creates frustrating communication gaps (like recently we discovered that I was restricting myself a lot more than necessary, because our definitions didn't match up). And even more than that...
He's not here.
Like I've said in the past, his spending a week here for the first time purely spoiled me. It just feels like he should be here. Picking me up from work. Cuddling on the couch. Here.
I'll only have two days with him up there.
It will do because it will have to do. *sigh*
(on a less melancholy note - if he was here, he'd be able to help me do the things that he's making me do to myself. heh.)