Magical Truthsaying Bastard Shadesong (shadesong) wrote,
Magical Truthsaying Bastard Shadesong

Happy Monday

Happy birthday to misshallelujah, mycroftca, phoebek, and raptorgirl!

Hello to new readers batchfile, dolmena, lemonhd, tommyelf, and tyche! Finally caved, huh, tyche? :)

Could not sleep. Also - bad side effects day. Fun!

bheansidhe looked across the table at me yesterday and said, "You realize you're going through a breakup, don't you?"

And of course I hadn't.

And on the phone to someone else, she referred to me as "vidicon's other ex-girlfriend".

Just because I was the dirty little secret doesn't mean it wasn't a relationship.

I have felt that I have no right to that. But I do.

So I'll likely be processing. I'll cut-tag stuff so those who don't want to see don't have to; I realize that there are people who are friends of all parties concerned, and I refuse to drag them into it or do the "him or me" thing. I don't do that.

But the scales are off my eyes now. I have been dealing with it only internally, and it has tangled up my brain, and that needs fixing.

Other gods

I never get the sane ones. (For relative values of "sane".)

I go boom down now. Except not really.
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