Magical Truthsaying Bastard Shadesong (shadesong) wrote,
Magical Truthsaying Bastard Shadesong

Happy happy

Oops. Forgot about LJ today. Am now struggling to catch up on reading list; I may not succeed.

It's been a good day. enchant built me a bookcase! I actually built something today as well, but I can't say what it was. It's a surprise. *beam*

I have friends who have recently fallen on hard times. They should READ THIS.

Every so often, I just have the urge to say "I love you" aloud. When I'm alone. And it's not directed at anyone. Just - I love.

I made a sign today. It says "'song's cave. Do not enter! You are likely to be eaten by a grue." There's a bit on the stairway down to my Fortress of 'Songitude that people keep conking their heads on, so this also serves to warn them to duck if they are permitted to enter.

Tall people are not comfortable in my office. It has low-hanging thingies, so they find it claustrophobic. Which is fine by me, as the little-person-ness of it (also, the built-in writing desk is me-sized) makes it less likely that other people will try to spend time down here. My space. Mine mine mine.

I have the urge to cancel LEWD tomorrow, simply because I'm enjoying having alone-time so very much. The nighttime anxiety has passed. Go me!

I got hit on at Whole Foods yesterday. With my hair in a ponytail and no makeup. Weird. Oddly reassuring. I feel way better about my body post-weightloss, but I still have the same unfortunate face, so I don't understand the hitting-on. It always startles me.

I'm falling in deep friendship with someone, which is wonderful, but I can't act on the mutual sexual attraction, which is frustrating.

I am story, and I speak in song.

Father's Day! I got my dad Big Fish. What did you get your dad?

We had yendi's Father's Day last month, because Elayna's in Florida in June. We gave him gourmet foods and kitchen gadgets.

yendi's not Elayna's biological father - but he is her father by choice. He is her father in every way that counts. And I am incredibly grateful that I found him, fr Elayna's sake as well as my own.

I don't talk about my feelings for yendi that much here. That's because they're just so... big, really. He's my heart. He's my partner. It's not a flashy showy thing. We just are.

Elayna and I are the luckiest girls in the world, because yendi has become our family.

Happy Father's Day, love.
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