Magical Truthsaying Bastard Shadesong (shadesong) wrote,
Magical Truthsaying Bastard Shadesong

Bear with me.

My cryptic "sweeps month" post isn't being elaborated on right now, because it may all come to naught. Just... know that I'm in a delicate place right now. Why? Because one of my most basic assumptions, guideposts, facts of the last ten years....

May not be a fact after all.

My foundation has broken right down the middle.

I said this isn't a Bad Thing, and that's true. It's likelier to be a Good Thing. Many good things can come out of this. But much sadness as well.

I don't know. And you know me... I have to know things.

I'm just trying to establish which way is up. My world's been shaken.

And like I said before, it's so far beyond the pale - due to being contrary to a decade-long belief - that it seems absurd. I don't know what to think.

My life has been drastically changed by six small words. And... adjustment is needed.

EDIT: And I don't want to go to sleep. Because this all feels so strange. I want time to stretch, I want to not have to go to work tomorrow, I want to live in this moment and try to understand it.
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