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Scheherazade in Blue Jeans
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Cicatrix - Kai's song 
26th-Oct-2009 10:20 am
Raised by wolves
I'd say Kai is the antagonist of Cicatrix, but it is nothing so simple as all of that.

But this is one of her songs.




"Want", by Recoil

I want to know how it'll end
I want to be sure of what it'll cost
I want to strangle the stars for all they promised me
I want you to call me on your drug phone
I want to keep you alive so there is always the possibility of murder later
I want to be there when you learn the cost of desire
I want you to understand that my malevolence is just a way to win
I want the name of the ruiner
I want matches in case I have to suddenly burn
I want you to know that being kind is overrated
I want to write my secret across your sky
I want to watch you lose control
I want to watch you lose
I want to know exactly what it's going to take
I want to see you insert yourself into glory
I want your touches to scar me so I'll know where you've been
I want you to watch when I go down in flames
I want a list of atrocities done in your name
I want to reach my hand into the dark and feel what reaches back
I want to remember when my nightmares were clearer
I want to be there when your hot black rage rips wide open
I want to taste my own kind
I want to be wrapped in cold wet sheets to see if it's different on this side
I want you to come on strong
I want to leave you out in the cold
I want the exact same thing... but different
I want some soft drugs.. some soft, soft drugs
I want to throw you
I want you to know I know
I want to know if you read me
I want to swing with my eyes shut and see what I hit
I want to know just how much you hate me so I can predict what you'll do
I want you to know the wounds are self-inflicted
I want a controlling interest
I want to be somewhere beautiful when I die
I want to be your secret hater
I want to stop destroying you but I can't
And I want and I want and I want
And I will always be hungry
And I want and I want and I want...
Comments 
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26th-Oct-2009 02:58 pm (UTC)
Awesome.

And have I ever told you how much I love that icon of yours?
26th-Oct-2009 03:22 pm (UTC)
Oh, by all the demigods, yes.
26th-Oct-2009 04:26 pm (UTC)
I have loved this song for several years now...
26th-Oct-2009 07:07 pm (UTC)
It's such a good song.

The lyrics are from a poem, but I can't remember what or by whom.

Edited at 2009-10-26 07:07 pm (UTC)
28th-Oct-2009 07:26 pm (UTC)
Ah! She wrote "Dogma"! Awesome. <3
28th-Oct-2009 11:30 pm (UTC)
And did an album with the Golden Palominos. *downloads busily*
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